5th August 2006,
1.00pm, Saturday. Yeah, it's time to go home. Saturday half day. Tired, body aching. Pain at my left heel, intensified during walking and after waking up in the morning. Dr. George said X-Ray shown spondilytis (tiny spur) seen at the heel, but the pelvic bone shown normal. Can't believe as such age can get spur, usually spur happen in elderly. Oh dear, that means aging process is really happening. Reaching 30's...really really can't believe it. With such age, body really weaken. Mum always nag me for not taking good care of myself: didn't wear proper shoes, don't take much fruits and vege, sleep so late, don't want to see doc, bla bla bla...I don't seem to improve even after the nagging. But now, when seeing a lot bad result, I begin to get scared. Few days ago, I went for Blood check. It's annual Blood check for those doing CDR: FBC, LFT, BUSE. The others level is good, normal range, but my LFT is high, ALT: 69, AST: 41. I got a shock, how can my liver been deteriorating. I'm quite worried, called up Dr. George, he said probably because stress or other drugs that I've been taking. Funny to think about it, I don't take much drugs, neither do I have much stress. Hmmm...reflecting back my pass medical history, so far not much of problem. Yeah, my dad have liver problem, but I've taken Hepatitis B vaccination.
A few times I felt chest pain and bones pain all over. There's one incident wake up can't able to breath. O Lord, I need Your healing hands. Lord heal me, I pray. Heal me O Lord, and I will be healed, save me and I will be saved...this is my prayer...in You I find strength and help in times of need.